Friday 9 December 2011

My Life.

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I was devastated about the loss of Steve Job, the ex-CEO of Apple Inc. Being showered with fame and fortune, but to have such a short life, what a waste. Much of his pursue of happiness came to an end at the age of 56. Imagine being fired from his Apple baby company. The current CEO is Tim Cook.

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Especially being a single adult of over 18 years of age and having no next-of-kin, this is where I hope to spend the rest of my life. What would you have done? Imagine the life of freedom and non-attachment, no spouse, no children, no family. Can't wait to travel and retire in a religious life. No one to complain or family members to exercise power attorney on my life dicisions. Hey, I'm satisfied. I not a baby to anyone.

My life


THE NOVEL MY LIFE.



I came from a very small and tight family of five people. Throughout my years of growing up, I have grown so attached towards my siblings. I have no one else to look to for support except my siblings and parents. Parents are hard to acquire. It is mentioned in many religious books that parents are the two Buddhas in the family. Imagine who taught you to speak, to experience what is wrong and what is right, who gave you infinite financial support? ( Can you calculate how much material assets in terms of money value, you have touched in your lifetime while you were still an infant living under your own parents' home.) The answer would be infinite money value.
Can you imagine someday that someone representing the devil would offer you cash or material assets in exchange for your parents' or sibling's life line? How much can the devil offer inorder to persuade you into selling out your parents and siblings? Is the amount greater than what your parents have invested in you? How about the attentions or sensual feelings that the devil had shown you? Would it be a greater love compared to what your family had given to you? What about time? has the devil spent more time with you compared to your own family? The answer to my analysis is that what ever the devil offered, cannot be compared to what my own family had offered me. I Would never ever sell my parents and siblings to the devil, no matter what material wealth offered.
Here is another story that I read in a novel about how a girl sacrificed her parents' and siblings' soul to the world, because she felt that it might fulfill her angel-wanna-be dream or fantasy. The devil sweet-talked her into believing that the outcome of such sacrifice would allow her to develop into a high class angel that could command authorities and that every existing lame angels in the kingdom of Christ would bow before her. She confessed that by sacrificing lifelines of one of her own (blood family), the merit would be immeasurable and that she would invest the acquired merit into building the lives of every human that settled on earth during her era or eras after her death. She believed that the merit of such sacrifice would circulate on earth till the end of world (armageddon). who ever that was born during her sacrificial period or after her death would bow low, low to her and forever feel indebted to her and most important of all, her innocent sacrificed victims. I kept asking myself, should humans follow her footsteps or live according to the bible? Would I be left out and fall into hell damnation if I do not heed the footstep of such sacrificial scam? Where do I stand before God compared to the new generation. Do you have any idea???? The worst part of such scam is that these angels-wanna-be, claimed that God had told them to sacrificed one of their own just like how God tested Abraham into Issac. Is it a right thing to do? Well, do you have any solid evidence that God asked of such an experiment? What if it was the devil? How do you account for the lives lost? Would the merit still be great, especially when it turns out to be the devil's bidding? How do you plan to repay the lives STOLEN from your parents and siblings? Every hour, minute and second that were STOLEN from your own blood-family, how do you assume they would have felt.? When you plan to STEAL their lives, was it through their consents? Would you call it MURDER because it was without consent, or a meritorious gift because it was done in the name of Almighty God. Every innocent lives lost would have to be or forcefully be compensated by God because what the devil had claimed. The devil acting as your personal adviser in how to increase or maximize your personal lifeline from GOD. These innocent sacrificed victims would still have to bow low because because it was considered a very lucky lottery gift from heaven. The so-called lottery that doesn't usually knock on your door, a once in your lifetime opportunity, now or never ever again appear, murderous gift package .
Would it be a sin to sacrifice one's own parents and siblings while saving one's own children.? It is a very troublesome novel plot. Which is the better option for these so called "more meritorious wanna-be-angels,? To sacrifice the parents and siblings or their own flesh-blood born children? My first opinion would be that these angel-wanna-be should gamble with their own lives instead of the innocent ones. If they want to earn the respect of all other angels that walked in the kingdom of Christ, these 'so called new-generation-more-meritorious-angels-wanna-be-compared to lame heavenly angels that existed before them' should be the first point of contact for death. They should be accountable for their own actions. Not a single innocent live must be lost, and these innocent angels-wanna-becould even earn merits generated out from their own lost lifeline. If they were to dedicate their self-generated merits to their parents, siblings and children, would the merit be greater? I am not sure about this,......., but I think that it would be a greater merit because it was aSELF-SACRIFICE. It was not a MURDER done onto innocent lives. Doesn't matter if it were to be done onto one's own blood. You will still be charged guilty for anything done without the other party's consent.
It is a very strange novel that I took from the library.. I would never sacrifice anyone including my own blood family, in order to fulfill my angel-wanna-be destiny. What about YOU????

Myself

What a wonderful world that we live in. I am a big fan of thriller and mysterious storybooks, ancient mythology, astronomy and astrology, or basically every knowledge that you can find in the world. I am currently spending my time at home improving on my self knowledge, spending time with the family and travelling. Library is the best place to borrow books and also to socialize. I mostly spend at least once every week or twice to indulge in the environment. You call call me a book worm if you want to, not that I mind, but I believe that it is the way that I was brought up. Imagine a world of books, with lots of imagination of writers waiting to be explored by potential readers. I wish to spend my lifetime reading almost everything in the library, but, of course it shall be books or subjects of my interest as I have mentioned right above.
I have done quite alot of research on astronomy these few weeks. I have learned that there are 88 constellations that we can see fromearthview. Depending on where the earth is located when it rotates around the sun. That is the reason why each season, different zodiac signs show up and along with different constellations. These constellations on different months along with different moon phases can play an important role in affecting humans in terms of psychologically and emotionally depending on birthdays. My next interest of exploration would be Astronomy.